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Flower Petal Mosaic

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1.
I Don't Care 01:56
i'm going to cut all my hair off and dye parts of it green because i don't want to deal with anything as you can see i don't care about anything i don't care about me and maybe it's not the best thing but it's who i am to be i'm going to burn all my skin off and watch my tendons and ligaments crumble into dust if the only thing left is bone then i will finally be alone because i don't care about anything i don't care about me and maybe it's not the best thing but it's who i am to be
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teach me how to read the broken syllables of these words because it's not poetry, just prose, based on fragments of your life but none of it's true, i can barely believe a word you say at all i can barely believe it's still you anymore to be completely honest with you i'm getting pretty tired of all of this attention you crave can't give any to anyone else not even to myself and i'm sorry it has to end this way there was no other outcome teach me how to read the broken syllables of these words because it's not poetry, just prose, based on fragments of your life but none of it's true, i can barely believe a word you say at all i can barely believe it's still you anymore just keep on reciting all those lines you're writing because it won't give your life any meaning unless you mean it and i'm sorry you don't see the beauty in laughing until you do you won't feel anything teach me how to read the broken syllables of these words because it's not poetry, just prose, based on fragments of your life but none of it's true, i can barely believe a word you say at all i can barely believe it's still you anymore and i'm sorry it had to end this way but there was no other outcome and i'm sorry you don't think it's worth it to make things right
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Abandoned 02:42
the sky rains down a sheet of grey and i wonder if i should stay or go stay or go painted my fingernails black so i can scratch the shadows right out of my tracks but they always come back yeah they always come back and these ghosts won't stop talking to me i feel so lost and i've got no escape abandoned in the heart of this home i don't know why i feel so alone concrete walls are stained with dread and voices echo inside of my head inside of my head broken windows and shards of glass conjure images of the past nothing seems to last yeah nothing ever lasts and these ghosts won't stop talking to me i feel so lost and i've got no escape abandoned in the heart of this home i don't know why i feel so alone i'm haunted get me out of my mind get me out of my body these bones weren't meant to hold a soul and these ghosts won't stop talking to me i feel so lost and i've got no escape abandoned in the heart of this home i don't know why i feel so alone
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Stardust 02:47
i should get a friend to paint a constellation on my wrist so that way the universe can sink into my skin because i want to hold the stars in my palms and i want to feel the night fade to dawn and i want to tell the sun to be calm when the moon is gone i think someone should try to draw a galaxy behind my eyes so that way my demise will end in a world coming to life because i want to hold the stars in my palms and i want to feel the night fade to dawn and i want to tell the sun to be calm when the moon is gone heavenly bodies where are you going headed into the light take me with you i want to be a piece of everything my words are stardust i promise my words are stardust i promise i want to hold the stars in my palms and i want to feel the night fade to dawn and i want to tell the sun to be calm when the moon is gone
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Daffodils 03:00
yellow daffodils are growing on the side of the highway purple violets are growing in the cracks of the streets petals are floating all around the city rain is falling on me i'm starting to feel like a fairy at a six year old's birthday party they're building houses out of mud and clay and i have nowhere else to stay clouds are drifting across the sky the sun will teach me how to shine i'll take these wings and learn to fly i am starting to feel alive

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this is my first attempt at ever recording my original songs!! everything was done by me, and recorded on an iPhone 5c. please be nice bc i know its nowhere near perfect. i just wanted to share my stuff.

all songs written and recorded by haley searcy

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released July 19, 2015

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flower petal mosaic Dover, New Hampshire

someone once told me to not make art
about flowers because they were cliche

this one's for you

(phone recordings of haley searcy's songs from jr yr of high school to sophmore yr of college)

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